How come?

Well today I went to the kids walk a thon at the school to get some pics of the kids. Hmmm bad idea I guess. My little stinkers all whined and wanted to come home when it was done instead of going back to school. Do I blame them? No but hey I need to be responsible and make them do things they don't want to right?  Well Alyssa won the battle.

 Lets put a big L on my forehead. She really has been struggling with going to school. She is really ready for summer (SO AM I). After she cried and clung to me we walked home. I called the school and told them sorry Alyssa had a melt down so she won't be returning today. I could hear it in secretarys voice that she thought I was a wimp with a capial W. Yep shes right. Somedays I just want to skip the battles and put up my white treaty flag and say YOU WIN TODAY, but tomorrow I'm takin my big girl pill and taking charge.

It's no easy task being full time Mommy. I really love it but sure could use a vacation every once in a while. Hearing "Mom I don't want to, and Mom so and so did this, and Mom I'm hungry, and Mom why not,  It gets old fast! (picture them saying it in a screechy whiney voice to get the whole picture).  I wish I could whine to someone all day.~ But why? Do I have to? I did it last time. I always have to do it. Why can't I just play?  Am I going to get paid for this? So and so is being mean and well you catch my drift.

As I was writing I got a knock at the door and it was my 2 cute little neighbors who are 4 and 5 years old. I love that they talk to me like I'm one of the girls. I think it's funny when one of them asks if she can hang out with me. Man it's nice to be so popular :)  Have you really just sat and had conversation with little kids(Not just your own).?  I love it! They are always so honest and tell you just how it is.  One of the gilrs said "Can you believe it's suppose to snow tomorrow???" And the other said "What the Crap, I thought it was suppose to be spring?"   I totally agree this weather stinks.

Poor Bry only has little girls to hang out with. He often comes home with painted nails and makeup on. He also is getting so good at being the dad when they play house. Kovi is not on board with the nail polish. he he he. Luckily he has his brothers to keep him doing boy things as well. I remember dressing up my little brothers all the time, and putting make up on them and doing pigtails in their hair. (the short little nubby pigtails). They both turned out good so no worries right. I'll have to see if I can find a pic to share of them. They'd both appreciate that~wink wink. 

Do you remember when being hot was so easy and took no effort? You could roll out of bed throw some clothes on and look cute? Those were the days! How come its so hard to find cute clothes now. I can go through the mall and not find anything? I'm really not picky (I think?)  I just want more than a boring old  t-shirt or some funky teenager shirt.  How come there are so many cute tank tops? Can't they just add sleeves to them for me? Really is that so much to ask. I often fantasize about starting my own clothing line. Cute shirts that are flattering and fun. I know I have 100 business ideas. But I hear my friends say all the time they struggle with finding cute tops too! I think there is a great market out there for my idea! 

Well there are my random thought for now. Nice to get them out of my head on "paper" so that I can think up more things......